Heartland is the first star to the right and straight on til morning!

I love the show Heartland.  Most people would find this to be really out of character for me because I'm not normally into family dramas.  I'm more into horror and dark things... Or as my nephew said once, I like black things and death.  I think I like Heartland so much because it was introduced to me at a really dark time in my life.  I found comfort in the show and the family dynamic within the show.  And of course, the horses...  I also wanted to be like Amy Fleming.  Who wouldn't?

Anyway, I've watched the entire series about 3 times (7th season starts in a few days!), but each time I watch it, I am enjoying something different.  Before, I was deeply depressed and wishing I could transport myself into that life.  Now when I watch it, I'm not in that dark place, but I still find myself wanting that life.

However, every time I attempt to get that life, it falls short.  And here I am, attempting to push for that life one more time.  I want horses in my life.  Permanently.  I know they take a lot of hard work and dedication and I'm willing to do that.  I know life will never be like the show because let's face it, it's basically a fantasy, but I can try.

So I'm looking for another working student position.

Maybe I'm crazy.

Or maybe I'm just completely addicted to horses.

Either way, I'm willing to give it one more go.

There's no way I can stay away.  Maybe the next trainer I get will be THE ONE.